You’ll never guess what came in the mail yesterday. Mom kinda hid it from me until she decided if she should give it to me or not. It’s a ‘Happy Graduation’ card from of all people, my father. Oh he was sweet enough to put a Visa gift card in it that he said he can reload for me when I need money. Sure he will. Just like he has paid child support the past several years I guess. I should be glad that he at least realized I’m old enough to graduate and remembered but he shouldn’t have come. I am hurt, I am angry, I want my Daddy to be my Daddy again but I don’t see that happening because I just don’t think I can trust him anymore. I bet that’s got a lot to do with why I have a hard time trusting my boyfriends too. Life just isn’t fair sometimes and a girl is supposed to have her Daddy there to assure her that it’ll be okay. If mine was here, that would only reassure me that it’s not going to be okay!!! Let him reassure his new family and just leave me the heck alone.
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21 Jun 2008 / family, female topics, life, male topics, school, technology
Posted by Brandie @ 4:41 pm
